I’m Olivia, 29, and I’ve been married to my husband, Travis (30), for a few years now. We don’t have kids yet, but we’ve always known adoption would be part of our journey. It’s something we’ve talked about since the beginning—something that felt right for both of us.

When my sister-in-law, Alisha, found out she was pregnant, we didn’t hesitate to offer our support. We were there for her through the pregnancy, helping however we could, and we grew closer during that time. Recently, Alisha gave birth, and as we started talking about the future, she made it clear that she wanted us to adopt the baby.

I was overwhelmed with emotion—excited, nervous, and deeply moved. More than anything, we wanted to help and give this child the best life possible. But then Alisha made a request that completely caught me off guard.

She told me the real reason she was giving up the baby wasn’t because the father had disappeared, as we’d all believed, but because she’s terminally ill. She doesn’t expect to live more than a year or two. Hearing that shattered me.

I couldn’t even find words at first. Then she said something that’s been haunting me ever since. Alisha insisted that we never tell the baby the truth about her illness or the family history.

She said she didn’t want her child to grow up thinking of her as a “victim.”

I understand that she’s in an unimaginably difficult place. I can’t even begin to comprehend the pain of preparing to say goodbye to your child before they ever get the chance to know you. But I’m struggling deeply with her request.

It feels like she’s asking us to hide a huge part of who the baby is—to erase a vital piece of their identity and family story. I keep thinking about the future: what happens when the truth inevitably comes out? How do we explain it then?

And more importantly, how do I make a promise to her when, deep down, it feels wrong? I want to support Alisha through this. She’s family, and I love her dearly.

But I also don’t want to set this baby up for a lifetime of confusion, unanswered questions, and possible resentment down the road. Am I being too harsh? Is it wrong of me to believe that honesty—especially about something as fundamental as a person’s origins—is important, even if it’s not what Alisha wants right now?

I’m truly torn between honoring her final wish and staying true to my own values. I want to do right by both her and the baby, but I’m struggling to find a way forward that doesn’t feel like a betrayal of one or the other. Any advice would mean the world to me right now.

Source: brightside.me